why

“Why?”

Why do you keep going on like everything's okay?

Treating me the way you do like it's a normal day.

I am confused of who you are, and who I am to you,

I'm scared that you will never know who I have grown into.

I can't explain the reasons why you hate me now and then,

And why you've never let me live my life as just your friend.

The chances are forbidden that I ever could be right,

‘Cause I'm always wrong in your eyes, you change like day &  night.

And when you say those evil lies, my heart would start to melt,

It hurts that you have never cared or listened to how I felt.

But throughout all this chaos I have learned a valuable lesson,

That even if you know you're wrong, you'll never give confession.

So now that i have two kids of my own,

 I can show them a love that you have never shown.

Instead you showed me hate that I know I cannot forget,

So I will show my kids a love that I will not regret.