an idle mind...

“aching”

My heart aches when I don’t talk to Him

My heart aches when I don’t hear from Him

My heart aches when I long for Him

I don’t know why

He’s taken over my thoughts

I can’t explain

He’s almost a stranger

So far away

I want Him close to me now

I miss His embrace

Holding Him close

My heart aches for His love

My heart aches

“lost girl”

I’m the girl who hides behind a smile everyday

Im the girl who has a tough exterior

That’s not who I really am

Im the girl who has a lot of problems

I don’t share any of them

Im the girl who keeps everything bottled up

Sometimes I need someone to talk to

Someone to care about me

Someone to listen to my problems

Someone to hold me when I cry

Someone to love me

nobody knows the real me

nobody knows what I go through everyday

nobody knows what I do just to make it through each day

nobody knows im the girl who will cry herself to sleep every night