wtf???

Okay, so E/everyone is out there in cyber land, just posting away on their fabulous blogs.. but me.  During the past week, i've had to deal with many issues; things with family and friends, work, and love.. well maybe this is why i don't need a blog, you see, i'm just a bit of a rambler.. W/we'll just keep going.. i do have a point, well i think i do.  Recently it has come to my attention that certain people have issues with me, Yes i know i can be a real fuckin bitch some times.. but are W/we not adults?  Can W/we not address these issues as such?  Am i such a heartless bitch that i can not take criticism from those who claim to be my friends?  Sure i can.. 
So there's this Guy, *smiles* how many tales of doom start that way, *chuckles* anywayss.. There's this Guy, not just anyyyyy Guy.. nooo this one is, just amazing, the most beautiful Soul one could ever meet..  A girl may go her entire life and never know the love of a Man such as this, but i am lucky enough to be called His, but all is not well.  Recently, an "unfortunate series of events"  have prevented me from being the good lil baby girl i should be,  Honestly P/people, i should be in His arms this very second, and as disturbing as that is, there are those who doubt me.  To those people i apologize sincerely.. but in all reality.. is this really necessary?  Why do these people find it so necessary to interfere with my Love and i?   i really do not know..    So i end this by saying, that if all goes well, my next post will be from the Loving arms of my Daddy..   thanks for listening to my senseless babble.. good day to you all.